OUTBREAK: ZERO is a semi post-apocalyptic pandemic roleplay set in the fictional city of Lethford, USA. Current season: Winter, 20/21.
March 2020. The world is in pandemonium as one month ago, GHNv-20 was confirmed, five months after the beginning of norovirus season. The number of the infected are in the higher hundred thousands, and the death toll is at an estimated 250,000, with about seventy percent of the rest of the population experiencing mild to moderate illnesses connected to the S. pyogenes bacteria.
The fear of the unknown has caused mass hysteria and panic.
In an attempt to provide a semblance of safety and control, military personnel patrol the streets, even here in Lethford City, and the police force is trying to keep up with the rising street violence, assault, and theft.
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outbreak
/ˈaʊtbreɪk/ zero /ˈzɪərəʊ/
a sudden occurrence of something unwelcome, such as war or disease. number, no quantity or number; nought; the figure 0.
It had always been a curse but these days it had more power than ever. You didn’t have to say it aloud, just had to let it drift through your head in some sort of desperate plea and the next thing you knew one, some, every rig and truck in the station was being called out. The world was on fire, literally in some places, and they were constantly on tenterhooks waiting to be the ones to try and put it out.
Fat chance. Elea puffed her cheeks out as she bent and opened a cupboard, rifling through the neatly labelled contents. It was like trying to put a forest fire out by pissing on it. You might knock down the bit right in front of you but the rest was still gonna burn around you. It had all been burning out of control for weeks in Lethford. The curfew was supposed to help quell the trouble that erupted after dark but all it did was move the shit storm from the streets into the confined spaces of people’s homes.
That’d been where the call had come in from an hour ago. A spousal fight had erupted. Objects thrown, a fire started. A truck and a paramedic rig had been sent out to stop the flames and patch up both combatants. If they were lucky they weren’t gonna end up needing a trip to the vastly overstretched hospital themselves. It wouldn’t have been the first time the violence had spilled over to include the first responders.
Elea raked a canine over one lip as though she’d be able to feel the knot some asshole’s elbow had put there a month ago on a call. There was no sign of it now but she continued to worry the spot as she heard the engines below. A low purr she felt through the floor followed by silence. Any moment now they’d be marching back up, disturbing the Q word, some nosing around the kitchen in search of lunch.
The lunch that wasn’t done yet. One pot was bubbling on the stove with her famous – alright, infamous – Moroccan spiced lamb, all she needed was the couscous. If first shift had cleared it out. Wasn’t like there was much chance of just taking a stroll down the block to replace it. Grocery shopping was practically a scavenger hunt now, violence just as likely to break out over a roll of toilet paper as anything else. Elea shoved aside a box of brown rice, which was likely to go down with bitter groans. Hearing footsteps, she crab stepped to one side, waving a hand around the side of the cupboards. ”Didn’t expect you all back so early. No need to separate the Mr and Mrs on different sides of the city?” If the police had been involved then it was likely one or both were behind bars or heading them anyhow.
Shit. Still no couscous, she realised as she shut one cupboard and opened the other. Grumbling, she opened both sides, grabbed the brown rice and a vaguely dubious looking box of quinoa that’d been tucked at the back. ”Option A or B?” she asked, brows furrowing as she pushed her way to her feet and brandished them both like suspect packages.
Cassidy disliked the domestic violence calls the most. It was hard to keep your temper and focus on the medical needs of someone, when you know you have the capability of removing their aggressor from the face of the planet. Of course, Cassidy couldn’t know who the true aggressor was. As the firefighters had worked to calm the flames, Cassidy had worked on the injured - both parties involved were hurt. The woman was still spewing curses at her significant other as he worked on her. The woman had bruises, some older. The man had burns. She’d thrown something at him, and the fire had started.
But Cassidy had found himself focusing on her split lip. A fat lip like that was the result of a punch. It had taken everything in him not to hurt the man, but to treat him for his burns. It wasn’t his job anymore to be judge, jury, nor executioner. His job was to help. But old instincts were hard to fight. In Cassidy’s mind, though, that split lip told him everything he needed to know.
He was feeling particularly dark as he returned to the station. He smelled food, and his stomach advised him food would be appreciated. So, despite his bad mood, he’d headed for the kitchen. Stepping inside, he spotted Elea right away.
”Didn’t expect you all back so early. No need to separate the Mr and Mrs on different sides of the city?”
Almost immediately, the stormy look on his face cleared and an easy grin spread across his face. Just like that, he’d let the darker thoughts go. No time to hold onto it. ”The police were nice enough to take them off our hands. No serious injuries, so no need to take up precious paramedic time.” He said, his tone light and joking. He moved over to the fridge and opened it, reaching in for a bottle of water. Turning as she asked him a question, his gaze flicked from the rice to the….seeds?
He couldn’t begin to sound out the word on the box in his mind. ”I can’t lie,” He started, a chuckle in his words, ”I have no idea what that is. So I vote the rice.” As he spoke, he gestured towards the box of quinoa with his water bottle. Then he motioned towards her cooking. ”Do you need some help? I’d appreciate the distraction, and I’m really good at listening.” That easy smile remained on his face, though the way his gaze glittered made it clear he was maybe being too generous. Cas had always been a whirlwind in the kitchen, pure chaos and a stubborn refusal to follow any sort of recipe. But he always tried to be helpful around the station, so he generally kept himself in check unless it was his turn to make some food.
There might’ve been a thin trace of grim humour to them on occasion but for the most part domestic violence calls were amongst the worst they had to deal with. A woman going after her husband with a vase for cheating on her being one thing, a husband who’d beaten his wife for a pulp for overcooking the chicken she’d cooked for his dinner after pulling a twelve hour work day was another entirely. You never knew what you were gonna get until you got there and by then you’d be neck deep. Elea hoped that for the crew’s sake it had been more of the former, a spat between husband and wife that’d gotten just a little bit heated instead of the sort of call that would have their people walking back in looking grave, feeling like the weight of the world was suddenly crushing the rest of their bodies down through their knees.
Blue eyes studied Cassidy’s face as he stepped into the room, trying to gauge either way. There was a pall of grim there, she was pretty damn sure, but as she brandished the boxes it was like a dark cloud had dissipated revealing the bright glow of the sun right behind. Not the best sign of a simple call, not the worst either. Elea let the smile curl onto her lips and nodded. ”Patrol’s usually pretty good that way,” she agreed. Although, these days it was likely gonna be a case of standing room only in the cells, despite the need for social distancing. ”Did the truck come back with you or are they still out there?” AKA, did she try and slow down the cooking a little or were there gonna be a half dozen starving firefighers descending through the doors in a minute looking for something to fill the hole physical labour had put right through their guts.
Leaning back against the counter, Elea gave the boxes another wiggle, their contents rattling and scraping inside the boxes like they were maracas. She wiggled her brows above them, snorting as he admitted he didn’t know what the second box was. ”Quinoa,” she repeated in a drawl. ”It’s a South American seed. It’s good for you.” That held about as much sway in the firehouse as the notion that red meat wasn’t though. ”Rice it is. I think the quinoa’s probably off anyway.” Elea set the box of rice down on the counter, tipped the quinoa box upside down and grimaced. They were pretty frugal but trying to see if quinoa that had expired in May 2016 was probably pushing it a little too far.
Shuddering she tossed the box in the trash and then turned, a shrewd look on her face. A volunteer. One who obviously didn’t know or care what he could’ve been letting himself in for. ”A dog’s body. I like it,” she crooned. Smiling crookedly, she pointed him in the direction of the veggies she’d stacked for the salad she knew she’d hear a ton of bitching about when it got set out. ”I’m guessing you can identify most of those?” she asked with a winged brow. ”If you can chop ‘em up, toss them together for a salad I can get the rice going.” She snagged a large pot for that, already putting together stuff to add to the station’s shopping list in her head. ”How was it looking out there? Things seemed a little quieter on our last run.” That was the way these things went though, a hush falling for a moment, lulling you into a false sense of security before the next wave swept in to choke you.
”Did the truck come back with you or are they still out there?”
Cas always liked that they generally ate meals together. When he went home it was always too quiet. But he could tell that Elea was more concerned about if there was a crowd following him or not. He gave her a reassuring wave of his hand, smile still in place on his face. ”They got another call. There’s time.” He assured her, moving over to lean against the counter while they chatted.
Then Elea was telling him about the box of seeds - quinoa. Even hearing her pronounce it, the word on the box most certainly didn’t look like it matched the sounds escaping her lips.
”It’s a South American seed. It’s good for you.”
That decided it for him, as he scrunched up his nose in a look of mock disgust. ”The only seeds I’m eating are salted, roasted sunflower seeds.” He quipped, shaking his head. When had people started eating seeds instead of rice? Cas didn’t really get the whole ‘healthy living’ kick that some people got on. Of course, he’d always been a big fan of greasy anything, and he knew most people found his eating habits….well, they left something to be desired. As Elea dumped the box of quinoa into the trash, he couldn’t help a chuckle from escaping. ”Probably weren’t that great when they were fresh. I’m surprised someone even brought that here.”
”A dog’s body. I like it.”
The look on her face told him he might have just made a mistake, but he wasn’t one to back out of an offer. His response was his own bemused grin as she teased him about the various vegetables she had out. A salad? Clearly Elea was trying to get ganged up on by an entire group of firefighters. ”I’ll see what I can do.” He told her, shaking his head lightly as he stepped over to the veggies. Chop and toss. How hard could that be? Cas had cut vegetables before. He took a knife and cutting board, grabbing the leafy greens that would make up the main body of the salad. He started to chop them, keeping track of her out of the corner of his eye.
”How was it looking out there? Things seemed a little quieter on our last run.”
Still focusing on his chopping - because he certainly wasn’t going to give her the chance to tease him for cutting his fingers while doing such a simple task - Cas shrugged his shoulders. ”It’s quiet. But I don’t know if that’s really a good thing.” He said, tone sobering. The look on his face was a mixture of concentration and worry. ”I’m starting to wonder if the only reason it’s quiet is because there aren’t enough healthy people to cause trouble.” He tried not to worry too much, but it was troubling. There was no cure for the virus in sight, and the rates were already in favor of those who were infected. People were dying every day, even before the virus, but now it was starting to show. The streets were often empty. People wearing masks rushed by on the sidewalk, avoiding eye contact and other people altogether. He didn’t like it, but he could only continue to do his part to keep the city running.
Placing the chopped greens in a bowl, he took the next vegetable in line and started chopping again. His cuts weren't elegant, but he was pretty sure only a handful of people in the station would even bother with a salad. He only found them appealing when loaded down with cheese, meat and dressing. He was guessing that wasn't the plan for this salad. "I think things are going to get a lot worse before they get better. But all we can do is our jobs, right?" Cas wasn't sure if he was trying to reassure her or himself, or maybe both.
Most people spent their lives looking at the clock but on this job you really did live by it. You constantly juggled calls, how to fit them into the tight confines of a shift … and when you were on cooking duty, you had that continual little voice in the back of your head warning you not to get too fancy, not to start something complicated that you had to watch, cause the minute you did the voice of God, AKA dispatch, hollered through the station and you had to drop everything and go.
She hadn’t. She’d watched everybody else do it but Elea knew even without asking Cassidy that there was a chance time would have to be juggled again. You couldn’t predict, if you thought you could you were in the wrong line of work. She huffed out an amused breath of reassurance, a little glad he had a touch of the mind reader about him. ”I wasn’t worried,” she crooned in a promise. ”With you back first I’d have had someone who weighed more than a hundred and twenty pounds soaking wet to hold off the ravenous hoards while I finished up.” She let out a little sound as she looked him up and down as though checking that little fact.
The seeds were the sort of thing folks always assumed she ate. The rabbit food, the bird seed, a single apple a day to keep the pounds off. That had never been her problem, on the job it couldn’t have been, she’d have been flat on the ground herself in hours if she stuck to that sort of diet. She’d just apparently inherited a metabolism that could burn up calories almost as fast as she could consume the, resulting in the sort of figure that looked far more frail than it was.
That wasn’t to say she couldn’t lecture a bunch of red meat loving firefighters and paramedics on the benefits of diversifying once in a while. Elea scrunched her nose back up at him. ”Peanuts. Sunflower seeds are way too messy.” Although she’d give him bonus points for at least eating a seed of some kind. She felt a little wasteful dumping the quinoa but at this point, she thought as she glanced down into the trash can after them, they were probably as much a biological hazard as the virus. You never knew when someone would get desperate enough, like she’d almost been to try cooking it up. ”Hey, don’t knock it before you try it,” she snorted, snapping a hand in his direction. ”Someone was probably clearing out their cupboards at some point, figured it was better off here than giving them the stink eye every time they went digging for something to eat at home.” Or it’d been someone feeling helpful now.
Just like Cassidy. The offer was one she wouldn’t abuse but the man had left himself open to it. Elea smirked as she snagged the pot for the rice, side stepping to the sink to pour the rice into the bottom of it to rinse it off. ”Just don’t cut off a finger…” she warned. She kept an eye on him anyway, blue eyes cutting sideways as she sluiced the rice under cold water before she topped the pan up by eye to the right level. She met his eye as she stepped back, her lips twitching before they stilled at the thought of what it might’ve been like outside. The firehouse felt like a castle against it at times, the walls shielding them somehow.
It could’ve been raging warfare out there and unless the call went out, they wouldn’t have known of much of it. A sobering thought. Elea’s expression had grown more serious by the time she was lifting the kid off of the chicken to baste it again. ”I’d say probably not,” she said hoarsely. They could joke about it all they wanted but at the end of the day everybody in this house knew what it really meant when there were less and less people on the streets. Hearing her own thoughts echoed in his Elea reached out and rubbed a hand lightly over his back. ”They’re all gonne be at home, doing the wise thing and keeping themselves isolated. Hey, if we weren’t here everybody we know would be doing the same thing.” A lie, a little white one that probably wouldn’t fly very far.
Elea stepped away, drawing in a deep breath to grab the large metal trays she’d set the food out in. If it was deemed edible they’d likely be licked clean in the end. Her throat worked at Cassidy’s observation, he was certainly getting the weight off about it all, although that lead feeling was still there in the pit of her stomach. ”Probably,” she said on a sigh, setting them down lightly on the counter. ”They will get better though, that’s the goal you’ve gotte keep your eyes on. Til then, right, we keep doing our jobs. Pick yourself up every day, dust your off, get back out there and if you’re lucky, look good doing it. The greens will help there.” She slanted a grin at that, coming to peer over his shoulder into the bowl. Not bad. She plucked a chunk of lettuce from the bowl to tide her over as she propped herself against the counter next to him.
”With you back first I’d have had someone who weighed more than a hundred and twenty pounds soaking wet to hold off the ravenous hoards while I finished up.”
As she spoke, Cass smiled softly and gave a little nod. It was a joke, of course, but it was true. Cassidy may not have many manners, but he’d been raised to respect women and men alike, and he often strived to ensure that everyone around him was taken care of. So if the guys did come back early, and tried their hands at bullying her into rushing, he’d have definitely defended her and gotten the whole lot out of the kitchen so she could work in peace. ”Truer words have never been spoken.” He quipped back, trying to focus on the task at hand while also still engaging with her.
He chuckled at her reaction to his declaration that no seed other than sunflower seeds were the only seeds he’d ever eat. He gave her a little shrug. ”I never said I didn’t like peanuts. Though if we’re talking nuts, I’d say almonds are far better.” Again, he liked them roasted and salted. His eating habits were certainly not healthy, but thankfully he was an adult who didn’t really have to answer to anyone about his diet. That was between him and God. He gave a little shrug and another chuckle at her guess at how the quinoa had even ended up in their pantry. It was a high probability that she was right. Though they did have funds for food, most of what was in the kitchen was generally brought in randomly. He’d even once found forgotten sprinkles that looked to be at least a decade old.
”Just don’t cut off a finger…”
”What? With you here to tend to my wounds? Doesn’t sound too bad.” He replied casually, shooting her a lopsided smile as he chopped the vegetables. Catching her gaze, he tried to look stern, nodding his head towards her own task. ”I’m a grown man, I can cut some vegetables.” Cass said, trying to shoo her off with his words. Only, moments later, they were back to the depressing and sobering discussion of current events. Cassidy didn’t like to think about it often, his gaze turning back to the vegetables he was chopping to hide the dimming of the cheerfulness in his gaze. He was a paramedic after all. And before that, he was a soldier. He wanted to help people. Wanted to make some kind of difference. It was maddening, when your enemy was something you couldn’t physically fight. And he wasn’t the kind to be finding cures, so all he could do was continue to keep his head down and do his job.
”They’re all gonne be at home, doing the wise thing and keeping themselves isolated. Hey, if we weren’t here everybody we know would be doing the same thing.”
Cassidy gave a nod, though he knew that people didn’t tend to do what was best for them. ”Well, at least we’re here for the people who don’t.” He said, trying to lighten the mood in the room. They were all risking their health by continuing to work through the pandemic, but he wouldn’t have it any other way - because if it wasn’t him, it would be someone else. He was okay with getting sick if it meant someone else could stay healthy. As she seemed to deflate, he almost apologized for his part in turning the conversation to sadder topics. But then she seemed to pick up on his cheer, and was stealing vegetables and back to her lecture on why he should eat veggies. Cass gave an exaggerated sigh, as if exasperated with her already, leaning his head back as she stole the chunk of lettuce. ”I’ll eat some of the veggies if you stop telling me how good they are for me, deal?” He offered, looking over at her with raised brows. The look of exasperation didn’t last long, melting into a warm, soft grin as he finished chopping the rest of the vegetables she’d handed him. ”Finished. Easy peasy. What’s next?” He asked, clapping his hands together as if dusting off dirt, looking quite pleased with himself.
Mistake number 2, Elea thought, her lips pursing into a smug little grin. She’d only been kidding about making him stand as the last barrier between her and the hungry hoards returning from the call of course but now Cassidy was leaving himself wide open to it in a way she was powerless to resist. He certainly would’ve made more of an impression standing there, all solid chest and brawny shoulders while she’d have looked like a reed up against a hurricane. ”You’ve gotta stop doing that,” she warned, a trace of sing-song in her voice. ”Volunteering’s a bad idea, Ryan.” And not only when it came to her. Right now volunteering was more likely to turn around and bite you on the ass than nudge you towards venerated sainthood.
Elea dusted her hands off and then held a finger up in his direction, her brows hitched faintly. ”I thought we were talking favourites,” she quantified. Peanuts were that for hers, although they had to be fresh roasted, salted just lightly, maybe with a little dusting of the dry roasted seasoning sort if she was getting real adventurous. Her nose wrinkled as she shook her head. ”Unless they’re going into something else, like couscous, you can keep those.” A little fussy, she knew, but she’d always had clear cut opinions on food. Not fussy, she didn’t have the reputation some of the guys at the station had for turning their noses up at anything that didn’t fall into the meat and three veg kinda category, but years on the road with her parents had taught her when to start questioning what was going in the pot. That kinda upbringing tended to do do a number on your tastes.
Adventurous but firm on her boundaries. That pretty much defined everything in her life.
She probably could’ve coaxed half the folks in the station to be the same but right now people didn’t want to cross lines for very obvious reasons. She’d empathise, sympathise even and when they crabbed about the food later, she wouldn’t force them to finish what ended up on their plates. The salad even hitting any plates was doubtful, despite Cassidy’s help. Elea paused with the water streaming into the sink to turn and eye him with amusement. ”You’re not just gonna wrap a kitchen towel around it and swear you’re good? You surprise me.” Snorting, she set the pan down on the stove and stepped over to bend and inspect his finger and his cutting skills close up. ”Eh … you’re not bad with a knife. I will give you a sucker and a sticker if I do have end up patching you up though, since I’m sure you’ll be a good boy while I do it.” She would’ve patted his arm as she stepped away but doing that while he was working with the knife was only asking for the quips to become a reality.
Maybe she should’ve done. It might’ve saved the darker turn the conversation took.
Thinking of how much worse this was because people hadn’t listened to the medical advice – screaming conspiracy or scoffing about how badly it would affect them if they got infected – left a bitter taste in Elea’s throat that she tried to swallow. She forced positivity into her voice, like anybody working out of this firehouse had much of that left right now. One corner of her mouth kicked up for him. ”Right, patching them up, handing out those suckers and stickers.” Like it was all that easy. That’d be like pissing in the ocean at the moment, insignificant in all of the overwhelmingness of the rest.
You did what you could, carried on going one step at a time, that was all you could control. Drawing herself back together Elea was glad that Cass had pushed the conversation back out of that abyss again. She shifted close, propping herself against the counter as she crunched into the lettuce. She clucked her tongue at him, narrowing blue eyes for a moment as though she was considering the deal. Elea thrust a hand out in his direction, squelching her smugness into just a hint of a triumphant grin. ”Deal.” Humming in her throat, Elea studied the stove top, the stove door where steam was moistening the glass. ”That’s about it til the rice is done. I guess all we need is a pack of cards…” Something to stop minds slipping back down that slope at least. It was slippery and those angry bears of fear lay at the bottom.
Cass looked over at Elea as she spoke, raising his brows and looking innocent. ”Volunteer work is next to godliness or something, though, isn’t it?” He replied playfully, shrugging his shoulders. A slow smile spread over his face. He knew she was joking, but personally Cass couldn’t see himself ever choosing his own safety over the safety of others. Wasn’t that why he’d chosen a line of work that, while making his aches and pains from old wounds worse, made him feel more validated than he’d ever felt working in the military.
As the conversation turned to the peanuts versus sunflower seeds issue they were debating, Cass chuckled, raising his hands in mock surrender. ”If we are talking favorites, then my favorite snack is actually none of the above. Beef jerky, all the way.” He told her, shrugging his shoulders and tilting his head at her. ”And not only because it’s meat.” His tone said he was prepared for her to pick at that, same as Art always did. Seemed the women of the fire department really liked to pick on the guys for their dietary choices. It didn’t bother him, though, not really. Her next statement had him staring at her blankly, desperately trying to figure out what couscous was. Did he admit he had no idea? Did he nod along stupidly? ”I...don’t know what couscous is.” He finally told her, laughing.
”You’re not just gonna wrap a kitchen towel around it and swear you’re good? You surprise me.”
Looking back over at her, he gave her a ‘are you crazy’ look. ”If I ever cut a finger off, the first thing I’m going to do is start screaming.” He informed her, a broad grin breaking out over his face. ”I’m tough, not that tough.” Cass added with a half shrug. The grin remained as she told him she’d give him a sticker and a sucker for good behavior. ”My favorite flavor is cherry.” He gave her an expectant look, as if he wanted her to actually take note of that, go out and get some cherry suckers, and have them on hand for whenever he got injured.
Nodding along, Cass knew that it wasn’t anything positive to discuss. But what they did was important work. There would always be people who couldn’t distance themselves for important reasons, and people who wouldn’t because of the inconvenience. Annoying, frustrating, maddening? Of course it was. Did he wish everyone would just stay home for a month, not leaving or interacting with anyone so they could move past this? Of course. But all of that didn’t matter, because that was a fantasy. This was the real world. ”We’ll have to buy a lot of suckers and stickers then.” He replied, his tone cheerful and positive. He couldn’t sit and dwell on how bad things were getting. All he could do was play his part.
A self satisfied smile stretched over his face as she agreed to his offer, and he took her outstretched hand and shook it firmly. ”Perfect.” And then they were just in the kitchen, with nothing to do. Elea mentioned cards, and Cass got a wicked look in his eyes. ”Crazy that you would mention that. Wait one second.” He darted out of the kitchen without much warning, returning in just a few moments with an old, dingy looking deck of cards in his hand. It had clearly been well used. It was his personal deck, sent to him by his family when he was working in the military. He’d used it every day he could. Brandishing them at her, he looked a little sheepish. ”Not the prettiest, but they’ll do in a pinch, yeah? What’s your game? Go fish?” He asked, tone slightly teasing.
Blue eyes narrowed at Cass and that butter wouldn’t melt look. Oh he didn’t mean a word of it. Elea snorted and shook her head slowly. ”That’s what they say. I’m more in the ‘volunteer and they’ll make you pay for it’ camp. Not that I’d take advantage … that much.” She’d grown up in a world where volunteering was as natural as breathing. If you could do something you rushed in to do it. Elea supposed that was what was keeping her on the job at the moment. She could’ve tried to pull strings and get herself flown out to somewhere far more remote to weather this deadly storm with her parents or in some tiny corner of the world where her chances of catching something were far slimmer.
That wouldn’t have been her though. Vivienne and Lucian had raised her better than that. They could’ve rested on the laurels of the wealth on both sides of their family tree but they’d always worked to help the other side of the world. They raised money, they revealed the scale of the third world tragedies on a global stage. Her father had bloodied his hands a thousand times over to save lives. Elea hadn’t exactly followed him into surgery but her own hands had been bloodied enough, the legacy holding on. That same legacy had given her an adventurous palette. She would’ve said that it was the opposite for most of the guys at the station, Cass had surprised her slightly by admitting his favourite was beef jerky though. Elea made a sound in her throat, tilted her head at him before she nodded. ”That gets you one brownie point. Jerky’s pretty good. What’s the other reasons?” It couldn’t have been the texture, a lot of the jerky she’d tried here had been closer to shoe leather than food, the chew leaving her jaw aching.
Elea dropped her head, shaking it as she let out a groaning laugh. ”I need to cook for you more often,” she said on a laugh. She planted her hands on the edge of the counter for a moment, letting her head hang as she looked sideways at him . ”It’s pretty much tiny little specks of pasta. You can use it the same way.” It wasn’t spaghetti or penne though, and some imagined some at the station would’ve looked at it like it was something alien. They were a breed unto themselves. Brave enough to run into a fire or stick a band aid on their own severed arm and carry on saving a life but wave a lettuce leaf at them and you got a chorus of hell no. ”Good man,” Elea told him as Cass shot a look at her. ”Nobody should be.” Some would still put their own health last, even if it meant bleeding out to make it happen. Filing away his favourite, Elea figured she’d try and hit up the corner bodega on the way back to her apartment. If the shelves hadn’t been cleared of suckers she’d try and pick up a cherry one or two at least.
A thank you of sorts she told herself. Not just for Cass. He’d get the first though. The rest … oh who was she kidding. It wasn’t like either stickers or suckers were going to do anything against what they were facing these days. Smiling wanly, Elea shrugged. ”I guess they’re probably easier to get than toilet paper right now at least.” The rush on the stuff had been another sign that insanity was raging right now and they were the line at the centre of it all, seemingly trying to hold the world together.
In the middle of that you couldn’t let yourself dwell. If you did you’d end up trapped in a vicious circle, fumbling in the dark for a way to get yourself out of it. One foot in front of another, a positive mental attitude. Taking the moments to breath where you could. She returned Cass’ smile, reaching out to snag another chunk of lettuce from the bowl. She paused with it halfway to her mouth as that glint hit Cass’ eyes. Oh boy. ”I was just quoting…”Aliens. The film title echoed in her head as he darted out of the kitchen. Just moments later he was back, a well used deck of cards in his hand. He’d taken her seriously. Elea nipped at her lower lip as she looked up from the cards to his sheepish expression. ”They’re obviously well used and cherished,” she assured him. A butter wouldn’t melt expression touched her own face as she reached out for a chunk of tomato. ”Strip poker,” she said in all seriousness. Her lashes practically fluttered as she popped the tomato in her mouth and looked around as though she was checking for witnesses to the game she’d just called.