OUTBREAK: ZERO is a semi post-apocalyptic pandemic roleplay set in the fictional city of Lethford, USA. Current season: Winter, 20/21.
March 2020. The world is in pandemonium as one month ago, GHNv-20 was confirmed, five months after the beginning of norovirus season. The number of the infected are in the higher hundred thousands, and the death toll is at an estimated 250,000, with about seventy percent of the rest of the population experiencing mild to moderate illnesses connected to the S. pyogenes bacteria.
The fear of the unknown has caused mass hysteria and panic.
In an attempt to provide a semblance of safety and control, military personnel patrol the streets, even here in Lethford City, and the police force is trying to keep up with the rising street violence, assault, and theft.
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outbreak
/ˈaʊtbreɪk/ zero /ˈzɪərəʊ/
a sudden occurrence of something unwelcome, such as war or disease. number, no quantity or number; nought; the figure 0.
Everybody felt a little more introspective these days. While some were out on the streets, shouting about conspiracies and railing against the attempts to keep the virus under control, most were hunkered down. Terrified out of their minds half the time, wrapped up in a tangled cyclone of thoughts the rest of the time. They didn’t want to admit the worst case scenarios they’d been obsessing over for months.
In their line of work that stuff was worse but you were also way more guarded about sharing it. You all knew what was out there, what was likely to happen and you better than to stir more of those thoughts up by sharing it. Elea grinned, shrugging her narrow shoulders. ”Had to have been something worth at least a penny seeing as you had no idea you had company…” she reminded him. It wasn’t like she’d announced her presence at first either though. The ambo had been her place to hunker down in the dark and quiet too.
Propping her elbows on her knees, she watched Roman sip at his coffee. Everybody had likely slipped away to do the same, at this time of night people snatched sleep when they could, or found those dark contemplative, private spots … until someone disturbed them the way she had. Her mouth curled ruefully at one corner, her feet swinging back and forth slightly. ”Nope, that’s just asking for the opposite. Fresh air, caffeine … if that’s not camomile tea in that cup … all designed to make sure you’re not sleeping for a while.” She could’ve done with both too she supposed. Grimacing faintly at the thought, she raked her teeth over her lower lip again, nodding as Roman turned the question back around onto her. ”Yep,” she drawled, that grim tone to her voice. ”A sweet old lady. She didn’t want to let go of my hand … almost definitely positive though.” She didn’t have to say what with, that was painfully obvious.
Spreading her hands on her thighs, Elea ran her hands over her thighs again. She’d washed them, sanitised them more than once, even though she’d been in full PPE. It was hard to get the thought of your head of just how easily this thing was transmitted. She’d probably have the ambulance wiped down again before she headed upstairs. Just in case. Precaution was everything … when life didn’t send unforeseen disaster your way.
Hearing tires screech and a siren split the air Elea started to slip down off the back of the rig. Usually it was the other way around, sirens clamouring when they left, not when they returned. Dread slid greasily into the pit of her stomach, her hand curling around the floor of the rig before Roman’s mug hit the ground with a barely audible crack and the fire engine tore into sight. There was no way it was going to stop in time and just slide neatly into the space cleared for it. Oh God. It flipped, rolled and in one hellish moment that seemed to last an hour started to slide towards her. Desperately Elea threw herself back, stomach scraping over the edge of the floor of the ambulance as she scrambled to get inside.
Smash!
The world shook around her like the rig had been bit with a giant hammer. The entire thing spinning, crashing down on its side. She tumbled inside of it, the gurney smacking hard into her side, tangling with her legs as the world went silent. Air hissed in and out of her, her ears ringing as the world went into that vacuum that always seemed to come after violence. Elea curled her hand over the gurney, trying to push it off of herself, to get enough room to breathe.
Then Roman’s voice was cutting the air, loud enough in the garage. Gritting her teeth Elea shoved harder, getting just enough room for herself to call out. ”I’m … h-here. I’m … I’m OK. Can’t … move b-but … the truck … are they OK? R-Roman … is anybody hurt?” Planting her feet against the gurney she tried to kick it away, to get herself the room to move, to get out of what was likely a crumpled tin can right now.
The garage was quiet, any life left in the station seeming to emigrate upstairs after the last run.
It wasn’t creepy, not entirely, but hunkered in the back of the rig, sorting through what they’d used during the shift so far to restock it felt to Elea like it could almost have been the end of the world. The place was usually busy, people slamming in and out, hanging out down in the garage area. Folks made their way in from time to time, at least walked past on a pretty continual basis. Not now. Elea ran her tongue over her lip as she glanced up at the street past the entrance.
Apocalyptic was the word for it. Two people had scuttled past in the last hour, both of them wearing masks, unlike half of the calls they rolled up on. Hands in pockets, thin whisps of breath escaping the cotton covering their faces as they beelined along the sidewalk. Not a glance at the station, nothing seeming to hammer through the self-absorbed bubble most appeared to be in now. Until they needed help, then suddenly it was all need.
Her teeth took the place of her tongue, raking over her lower lip as she tucked the clip board back into the rack and knelt to grab the cleaning supplies. Elea looked down at her forearm where the old woman had clung to her on the ride to the hospital. Her lips had been blue, even with the oxygen they were supplying, her red rimmed eyes huge. They’d practically had to peel her hand away when they arrived in the ambulance bay. She could almost feel her desperation still there, clinging like her fingers had. That’d been genuine need and what was in the pit of her stomach was genuine grief. The woman had almost certainly been infected, no matter how desperately she wasn’t to get well, the overwhelming chances were that she wouldn’t.
Elea swallowed, grabbing a wipe and ripping it open to swipe over the area again. She balled it up in her fist, twisted to chuck it and spotted a figure drifting through the garage. Mug in hand, hair mussed, completely silent. Rotating on a knee, she slipped her legs over the back of the rig, sat for a moment with her forearms on her knees. Roman didn’t look like a man who wanted to be disturbed. Not she could blame him for that. The job had been full on for months, more time spent here at the station, out on runs, than at home and it was only getting worse. How long did they have before total breakdown of the city’s facilities?
Scary thought. Elea pressed her lips together for a moment before she cleared her throat. Her lips twitched when she obviously caught his attention. ”I’d say I’d give you a penny for them but that’s probably on the ‘don’t you dare list right now’,” she admitted. ”I thought everybody was hunkered down upstairs.” Hoping that the Q word held a little longer, although the moment you even thought it you typically cursed yourself. She squinted slightly, resisting the urge to stare up at the speaker on the wall that announced calls.
Blue eyes narrowed at Cass and that butter wouldn’t melt look. Oh he didn’t mean a word of it. Elea snorted and shook her head slowly. ”That’s what they say. I’m more in the ‘volunteer and they’ll make you pay for it’ camp. Not that I’d take advantage … that much.” She’d grown up in a world where volunteering was as natural as breathing. If you could do something you rushed in to do it. Elea supposed that was what was keeping her on the job at the moment. She could’ve tried to pull strings and get herself flown out to somewhere far more remote to weather this deadly storm with her parents or in some tiny corner of the world where her chances of catching something were far slimmer.
That wouldn’t have been her though. Vivienne and Lucian had raised her better than that. They could’ve rested on the laurels of the wealth on both sides of their family tree but they’d always worked to help the other side of the world. They raised money, they revealed the scale of the third world tragedies on a global stage. Her father had bloodied his hands a thousand times over to save lives. Elea hadn’t exactly followed him into surgery but her own hands had been bloodied enough, the legacy holding on. That same legacy had given her an adventurous palette. She would’ve said that it was the opposite for most of the guys at the station, Cass had surprised her slightly by admitting his favourite was beef jerky though. Elea made a sound in her throat, tilted her head at him before she nodded. ”That gets you one brownie point. Jerky’s pretty good. What’s the other reasons?” It couldn’t have been the texture, a lot of the jerky she’d tried here had been closer to shoe leather than food, the chew leaving her jaw aching.
Elea dropped her head, shaking it as she let out a groaning laugh. ”I need to cook for you more often,” she said on a laugh. She planted her hands on the edge of the counter for a moment, letting her head hang as she looked sideways at him . ”It’s pretty much tiny little specks of pasta. You can use it the same way.” It wasn’t spaghetti or penne though, and some imagined some at the station would’ve looked at it like it was something alien. They were a breed unto themselves. Brave enough to run into a fire or stick a band aid on their own severed arm and carry on saving a life but wave a lettuce leaf at them and you got a chorus of hell no. ”Good man,” Elea told him as Cass shot a look at her. ”Nobody should be.” Some would still put their own health last, even if it meant bleeding out to make it happen. Filing away his favourite, Elea figured she’d try and hit up the corner bodega on the way back to her apartment. If the shelves hadn’t been cleared of suckers she’d try and pick up a cherry one or two at least.
A thank you of sorts she told herself. Not just for Cass. He’d get the first though. The rest … oh who was she kidding. It wasn’t like either stickers or suckers were going to do anything against what they were facing these days. Smiling wanly, Elea shrugged. ”I guess they’re probably easier to get than toilet paper right now at least.” The rush on the stuff had been another sign that insanity was raging right now and they were the line at the centre of it all, seemingly trying to hold the world together.
In the middle of that you couldn’t let yourself dwell. If you did you’d end up trapped in a vicious circle, fumbling in the dark for a way to get yourself out of it. One foot in front of another, a positive mental attitude. Taking the moments to breath where you could. She returned Cass’ smile, reaching out to snag another chunk of lettuce from the bowl. She paused with it halfway to her mouth as that glint hit Cass’ eyes. Oh boy. ”I was just quoting…”Aliens. The film title echoed in her head as he darted out of the kitchen. Just moments later he was back, a well used deck of cards in his hand. He’d taken her seriously. Elea nipped at her lower lip as she looked up from the cards to his sheepish expression. ”They’re obviously well used and cherished,” she assured him. A butter wouldn’t melt expression touched her own face as she reached out for a chunk of tomato. ”Strip poker,” she said in all seriousness. Her lashes practically fluttered as she popped the tomato in her mouth and looked around as though she was checking for witnesses to the game she’d just called.
Was there anything much more suspicious than a member of the tour group slipping away as they were being led around somewhere some saw as the super secret lair of those behind what was going on? Hell no. She wasn’t a paranoid conspiracist herself but Elea knew that there was more going on with this whole thing than the press was letting on and the fact that her mom was perhaps tied into this somehow left that little voice in the back of her head far more active than it usually would’ve been. She’d come today to try and catch sight of the woman who’d given birth to her and had given her up.
Maybe trailing the brunette away from the group would get her a step closer to it, maybe it would get her in the sort of hushed trouble that would result in security leading her out of the building. Maybe the two weren’t mutually exclusive but Elea did know that she wasn’t going to find anything out by staying with the group.
Trying to act as inconspicuously as possible Elea had allowed herself to fall off the back of the tour group as the guide took them around another corner. She couldn’t hide the visitors badge pinned to her chest but she could walk with enough swagger that nobody stopped her immediately. Elea got herself past a scientist or lab worker, then as soon as they were out of sight called out to the woman who pulled her little ninja move first.
Her faint smile was hidden beneath the cover of her mask but her lips twitched anyway, her hands tugging free of her pockets for her arms to cross over her chest. Elea tipped her head back in the direction the tour had taken. ”The tour,” she explained. ”You know, acting like they’re putting on everything in display when really you’re just getting to see the glossy tip of the iceberg.” She gritted her teeth, winced faintly as she realised it made her sound just like one of the conspiracy nuts who’d been claiming that Prism Biotech was behind the entire virus.
The smile was still hidden but lines sprung up at the corners of Elea’s smile as she beamed under the mask. She wasn’t the only one then. ”That makes two of us. It’s exactly the same stuff they keep spouting on TV.” Tipping her chin up, she studied the door behind the woman, the one she’d been headed for. ”You think you can get through that thing? There’s probably all sorts of stuff going on back there.” If she couldn’t this whole thing would likely be over pretty quick, cause this wouldn’t be looking dodgy on the CCTV right now at all.
There’d been a low grade grumbling amongst folks as she’d picked her way through the dregs in the grocery store that morning. Queues had already been stretching halfway through the store as folks continued their ridiculous levels of hoarding – as if fifty toilet rolls or a lifetime’s supply of pasta was going to do much for you when you breathed in a crap ton of virus droplets through your non-existent mask. First curfews and patrols, then there’d been all that clamour over infected water and now Halloween was being cancelled? It seemed to be a general oh hell no on that. Standing there listening to it, Elea had been chewing on her tongue to stop snapping. Thank God the mask had covered it, especially when a middle aged woman three carts in front of her had started to clear her throat loudly.
She gave a faint shudder now as she stretched out on the couch in what passed as the ‘living’ quarters at the station, watching the comings and goings of shift change. A hot shower had happened before she’d left the house, skin left glowing red by the scrubbing she’d given herself to make absolutely sure before heading out to a job where she could infect not only the other life saving front line staff but half the freaking city too. Elea buried her cheek against her shoulder, scratching it self consciously like she could just feel the germs crawling under her skin.
At this point it almost felt inevitable that it was going to creep into the firehouse even with all the added precautions they were sticking resolutely to. She stopped as she heard Naomi call out. Goodies. The herald to a dozen pairs of thundering feet usually. There was a quiet rush as she heard her partners phone burst into life. She didn’t need to hear Naomi’s voice to know who it was. Having a kid at a time like this had to be an impossible job, especially when you were on this side of the line. Elea pushed herself up on her elbows, then sat up, watching her partner talk to her son, fingers rubbing at the bridge of her nose in frustration, that huff slipping out as she hung up.
Scooting up, she sat, arms draped over the back of the couch. Her lips curled faintly as she imagined Jake now driving his grandma crazy in turn. ”My favourite little man’s worried about you,” she murmured, propping her chin on his arms. She couldn’t blame him for that. Even at eight Jake had to know that his mom was putting herself out there into the worst of things every time she went to work. ”I can’t blame him on that, or on avoiding schoolwork, math …” She let out a pained little grumble, propping her chin on her forearms. ”Did I hear you say the magical words that you brought goodies?” Her lashes fluttered slightly in a subtle plea. It hadn’t been like the store was filled with anything remotely appealing this morning. Beggars couldn’t be choosers though, especially now. So what if it was a case of eating brown rice and canned asparagus for the next month, at least she was eating.
Mistake number 2, Elea thought, her lips pursing into a smug little grin. She’d only been kidding about making him stand as the last barrier between her and the hungry hoards returning from the call of course but now Cassidy was leaving himself wide open to it in a way she was powerless to resist. He certainly would’ve made more of an impression standing there, all solid chest and brawny shoulders while she’d have looked like a reed up against a hurricane. ”You’ve gotta stop doing that,” she warned, a trace of sing-song in her voice. ”Volunteering’s a bad idea, Ryan.” And not only when it came to her. Right now volunteering was more likely to turn around and bite you on the ass than nudge you towards venerated sainthood.
Elea dusted her hands off and then held a finger up in his direction, her brows hitched faintly. ”I thought we were talking favourites,” she quantified. Peanuts were that for hers, although they had to be fresh roasted, salted just lightly, maybe with a little dusting of the dry roasted seasoning sort if she was getting real adventurous. Her nose wrinkled as she shook her head. ”Unless they’re going into something else, like couscous, you can keep those.” A little fussy, she knew, but she’d always had clear cut opinions on food. Not fussy, she didn’t have the reputation some of the guys at the station had for turning their noses up at anything that didn’t fall into the meat and three veg kinda category, but years on the road with her parents had taught her when to start questioning what was going in the pot. That kinda upbringing tended to do do a number on your tastes.
Adventurous but firm on her boundaries. That pretty much defined everything in her life.
She probably could’ve coaxed half the folks in the station to be the same but right now people didn’t want to cross lines for very obvious reasons. She’d empathise, sympathise even and when they crabbed about the food later, she wouldn’t force them to finish what ended up on their plates. The salad even hitting any plates was doubtful, despite Cassidy’s help. Elea paused with the water streaming into the sink to turn and eye him with amusement. ”You’re not just gonna wrap a kitchen towel around it and swear you’re good? You surprise me.” Snorting, she set the pan down on the stove and stepped over to bend and inspect his finger and his cutting skills close up. ”Eh … you’re not bad with a knife. I will give you a sucker and a sticker if I do have end up patching you up though, since I’m sure you’ll be a good boy while I do it.” She would’ve patted his arm as she stepped away but doing that while he was working with the knife was only asking for the quips to become a reality.
Maybe she should’ve done. It might’ve saved the darker turn the conversation took.
Thinking of how much worse this was because people hadn’t listened to the medical advice – screaming conspiracy or scoffing about how badly it would affect them if they got infected – left a bitter taste in Elea’s throat that she tried to swallow. She forced positivity into her voice, like anybody working out of this firehouse had much of that left right now. One corner of her mouth kicked up for him. ”Right, patching them up, handing out those suckers and stickers.” Like it was all that easy. That’d be like pissing in the ocean at the moment, insignificant in all of the overwhelmingness of the rest.
You did what you could, carried on going one step at a time, that was all you could control. Drawing herself back together Elea was glad that Cass had pushed the conversation back out of that abyss again. She shifted close, propping herself against the counter as she crunched into the lettuce. She clucked her tongue at him, narrowing blue eyes for a moment as though she was considering the deal. Elea thrust a hand out in his direction, squelching her smugness into just a hint of a triumphant grin. ”Deal.” Humming in her throat, Elea studied the stove top, the stove door where steam was moistening the glass. ”That’s about it til the rice is done. I guess all we need is a pack of cards…” Something to stop minds slipping back down that slope at least. It was slippery and those angry bears of fear lay at the bottom.
Her one day off in weeks and she was spending it at Prism Biotech. Masochistic? Maybe. Nosy? Definitely.
Elea stood with her hands in her pockets, the mask snugged as tight on her face as she could stand it. It would be bad press to get the one tour group they’d allowed in the place sick but she wasn’t about to take any chances, not even if the thing permanently pancaked her nose and gave her the worst breakout she’d had in a decade. She could feel it getting damp against her lips as the person leading the tour continued to drone on. Not her mom, although that really would’ve been far too easy.
Blue eyes tracked sideways at each figure that passed, stared without trying to hide it at any room they passed that wasn’t shut up tight. The information she’d scraped from some six month old website was that her mother was working for the Biotech company. It might’ve been out of date, it might have been a case of mistaken identity but when she’d found it last week that little flame of hope had reignited in the pit of her stomach in the midst of a whole crap ton of dark.
The others in the group didn’t seem to care as much about who and what they were passing as they did the line of bull they were being fed by the persistently vague guide. Elea tuned him out, glancing over her shoulder as a woman who’d been trailing around with the group reacted to her phone beeping. She’d supposed devices weren’t meant to be used in here … confidential purposes and all.
Turning more fully, Elea watched her pull it out and shoot off a text. Then the woman was peeling off from the group. Glancing back, Elea watched the tour guide gesturing them all on again. Nope. If someone else was making a break to dig deeper into this facility then she wasn’t going to just let them wander away, she wasn’t about to go and report them either. She took a step back, lingering as the group headed around another corner instead. Elea waited until the guide was out of sight and was then turning away herself.
Holding her head up high as if she was meant to be there Elea walked after her at a rapid clip. She flipped the lapel of her jacket back, hiding the stupid badge they’d been given. ”Wait up,” she called out, taking a hurried couple of steps after the woman. ”Not a fan of the whole dog and pony show thing?” One blonde brow winged at the woman as she turned her shoulder so that a man in a white coat that passed wouldn’t get too good a look at her.
Most people spent their lives looking at the clock but on this job you really did live by it. You constantly juggled calls, how to fit them into the tight confines of a shift … and when you were on cooking duty, you had that continual little voice in the back of your head warning you not to get too fancy, not to start something complicated that you had to watch, cause the minute you did the voice of God, AKA dispatch, hollered through the station and you had to drop everything and go.
She hadn’t. She’d watched everybody else do it but Elea knew even without asking Cassidy that there was a chance time would have to be juggled again. You couldn’t predict, if you thought you could you were in the wrong line of work. She huffed out an amused breath of reassurance, a little glad he had a touch of the mind reader about him. ”I wasn’t worried,” she crooned in a promise. ”With you back first I’d have had someone who weighed more than a hundred and twenty pounds soaking wet to hold off the ravenous hoards while I finished up.” She let out a little sound as she looked him up and down as though checking that little fact.
The seeds were the sort of thing folks always assumed she ate. The rabbit food, the bird seed, a single apple a day to keep the pounds off. That had never been her problem, on the job it couldn’t have been, she’d have been flat on the ground herself in hours if she stuck to that sort of diet. She’d just apparently inherited a metabolism that could burn up calories almost as fast as she could consume the, resulting in the sort of figure that looked far more frail than it was.
That wasn’t to say she couldn’t lecture a bunch of red meat loving firefighters and paramedics on the benefits of diversifying once in a while. Elea scrunched her nose back up at him. ”Peanuts. Sunflower seeds are way too messy.” Although she’d give him bonus points for at least eating a seed of some kind. She felt a little wasteful dumping the quinoa but at this point, she thought as she glanced down into the trash can after them, they were probably as much a biological hazard as the virus. You never knew when someone would get desperate enough, like she’d almost been to try cooking it up. ”Hey, don’t knock it before you try it,” she snorted, snapping a hand in his direction. ”Someone was probably clearing out their cupboards at some point, figured it was better off here than giving them the stink eye every time they went digging for something to eat at home.” Or it’d been someone feeling helpful now.
Just like Cassidy. The offer was one she wouldn’t abuse but the man had left himself open to it. Elea smirked as she snagged the pot for the rice, side stepping to the sink to pour the rice into the bottom of it to rinse it off. ”Just don’t cut off a finger…” she warned. She kept an eye on him anyway, blue eyes cutting sideways as she sluiced the rice under cold water before she topped the pan up by eye to the right level. She met his eye as she stepped back, her lips twitching before they stilled at the thought of what it might’ve been like outside. The firehouse felt like a castle against it at times, the walls shielding them somehow.
It could’ve been raging warfare out there and unless the call went out, they wouldn’t have known of much of it. A sobering thought. Elea’s expression had grown more serious by the time she was lifting the kid off of the chicken to baste it again. ”I’d say probably not,” she said hoarsely. They could joke about it all they wanted but at the end of the day everybody in this house knew what it really meant when there were less and less people on the streets. Hearing her own thoughts echoed in his Elea reached out and rubbed a hand lightly over his back. ”They’re all gonne be at home, doing the wise thing and keeping themselves isolated. Hey, if we weren’t here everybody we know would be doing the same thing.” A lie, a little white one that probably wouldn’t fly very far.
Elea stepped away, drawing in a deep breath to grab the large metal trays she’d set the food out in. If it was deemed edible they’d likely be licked clean in the end. Her throat worked at Cassidy’s observation, he was certainly getting the weight off about it all, although that lead feeling was still there in the pit of her stomach. ”Probably,” she said on a sigh, setting them down lightly on the counter. ”They will get better though, that’s the goal you’ve gotte keep your eyes on. Til then, right, we keep doing our jobs. Pick yourself up every day, dust your off, get back out there and if you’re lucky, look good doing it. The greens will help there.” She slanted a grin at that, coming to peer over his shoulder into the bowl. Not bad. She plucked a chunk of lettuce from the bowl to tide her over as she propped herself against the counter next to him.
There might’ve been a thin trace of grim humour to them on occasion but for the most part domestic violence calls were amongst the worst they had to deal with. A woman going after her husband with a vase for cheating on her being one thing, a husband who’d beaten his wife for a pulp for overcooking the chicken she’d cooked for his dinner after pulling a twelve hour work day was another entirely. You never knew what you were gonna get until you got there and by then you’d be neck deep. Elea hoped that for the crew’s sake it had been more of the former, a spat between husband and wife that’d gotten just a little bit heated instead of the sort of call that would have their people walking back in looking grave, feeling like the weight of the world was suddenly crushing the rest of their bodies down through their knees.
Blue eyes studied Cassidy’s face as he stepped into the room, trying to gauge either way. There was a pall of grim there, she was pretty damn sure, but as she brandished the boxes it was like a dark cloud had dissipated revealing the bright glow of the sun right behind. Not the best sign of a simple call, not the worst either. Elea let the smile curl onto her lips and nodded. ”Patrol’s usually pretty good that way,” she agreed. Although, these days it was likely gonna be a case of standing room only in the cells, despite the need for social distancing. ”Did the truck come back with you or are they still out there?” AKA, did she try and slow down the cooking a little or were there gonna be a half dozen starving firefighers descending through the doors in a minute looking for something to fill the hole physical labour had put right through their guts.
Leaning back against the counter, Elea gave the boxes another wiggle, their contents rattling and scraping inside the boxes like they were maracas. She wiggled her brows above them, snorting as he admitted he didn’t know what the second box was. ”Quinoa,” she repeated in a drawl. ”It’s a South American seed. It’s good for you.” That held about as much sway in the firehouse as the notion that red meat wasn’t though. ”Rice it is. I think the quinoa’s probably off anyway.” Elea set the box of rice down on the counter, tipped the quinoa box upside down and grimaced. They were pretty frugal but trying to see if quinoa that had expired in May 2016 was probably pushing it a little too far.
Shuddering she tossed the box in the trash and then turned, a shrewd look on her face. A volunteer. One who obviously didn’t know or care what he could’ve been letting himself in for. ”A dog’s body. I like it,” she crooned. Smiling crookedly, she pointed him in the direction of the veggies she’d stacked for the salad she knew she’d hear a ton of bitching about when it got set out. ”I’m guessing you can identify most of those?” she asked with a winged brow. ”If you can chop ‘em up, toss them together for a salad I can get the rice going.” She snagged a large pot for that, already putting together stuff to add to the station’s shopping list in her head. ”How was it looking out there? Things seemed a little quieter on our last run.” That was the way these things went though, a hush falling for a moment, lulling you into a false sense of security before the next wave swept in to choke you.
It had always been a curse but these days it had more power than ever. You didn’t have to say it aloud, just had to let it drift through your head in some sort of desperate plea and the next thing you knew one, some, every rig and truck in the station was being called out. The world was on fire, literally in some places, and they were constantly on tenterhooks waiting to be the ones to try and put it out.
Fat chance. Elea puffed her cheeks out as she bent and opened a cupboard, rifling through the neatly labelled contents. It was like trying to put a forest fire out by pissing on it. You might knock down the bit right in front of you but the rest was still gonna burn around you. It had all been burning out of control for weeks in Lethford. The curfew was supposed to help quell the trouble that erupted after dark but all it did was move the shit storm from the streets into the confined spaces of people’s homes.
That’d been where the call had come in from an hour ago. A spousal fight had erupted. Objects thrown, a fire started. A truck and a paramedic rig had been sent out to stop the flames and patch up both combatants. If they were lucky they weren’t gonna end up needing a trip to the vastly overstretched hospital themselves. It wouldn’t have been the first time the violence had spilled over to include the first responders.
Elea raked a canine over one lip as though she’d be able to feel the knot some asshole’s elbow had put there a month ago on a call. There was no sign of it now but she continued to worry the spot as she heard the engines below. A low purr she felt through the floor followed by silence. Any moment now they’d be marching back up, disturbing the Q word, some nosing around the kitchen in search of lunch.
The lunch that wasn’t done yet. One pot was bubbling on the stove with her famous – alright, infamous – Moroccan spiced lamb, all she needed was the couscous. If first shift had cleared it out. Wasn’t like there was much chance of just taking a stroll down the block to replace it. Grocery shopping was practically a scavenger hunt now, violence just as likely to break out over a roll of toilet paper as anything else. Elea shoved aside a box of brown rice, which was likely to go down with bitter groans. Hearing footsteps, she crab stepped to one side, waving a hand around the side of the cupboards. ”Didn’t expect you all back so early. No need to separate the Mr and Mrs on different sides of the city?” If the police had been involved then it was likely one or both were behind bars or heading them anyhow.
Shit. Still no couscous, she realised as she shut one cupboard and opened the other. Grumbling, she opened both sides, grabbed the brown rice and a vaguely dubious looking box of quinoa that’d been tucked at the back. ”Option A or B?” she asked, brows furrowing as she pushed her way to her feet and brandished them both like suspect packages.
[attr="class","CONTENT"]Elea is most definitely the light-hearted, easy going sort. Having grown up in some of the most dangerous spots on earth she’s seen some awful things and figures that in comparison, almost everything else in life is a piece of cake in comparison. Few things stress her out and even if something unexpected crops up she tends to deal with it with a grin and a joke, typically in the sort of blunt black humour that have most staring at her with their mouths open. Like her ‘mother’ she’s inquisitive and creative. From her ‘father’ she got the ability to remain cool under pressure and despite years of fighting it the need to save lives. For over twenty years it wasn’t obvious where Elea inherited the rest of her idiosyncrasies from.
Typically Elea’s temper tends to be of the slow burn sort. It takes a lot for her to blow but once she does there’s little anyone can do to diffuse her temper until she’s good and ready to let things go. Family is vitally important to her and for Elea family includes more than just her parents. On the road with her mother and father Elea ‘adopted’ lots of the people she met and pulled them into what she regards as her family circle. In Elea’s mind anyone who messes with her ‘family’ deserves to feel a little of her creative wrath. Screaming, sulking or throwing things are just a little too prosaic for Elea. Why go with the boring stuff when a little effort will make things so much more satisfying?
Nicknamed the Ice Queen at the station Elea is typically anything but. She’s not cold or aloof, she’s not brittle, certainly not frigid. Warm, generous and caring, a serial flirt … the irony of it is not lost on her. Her bull-headedness has taken her through what was a pretty unusual childhood and continues to drive her now. It’s been needed on more than one occasion, especially since the virus hit and there’s no room for evasion now. If there’s something she has to face she will do it head on with the sort of grit and determination you wouldn’t think lay in a delicate figure like hers. If someone tells Elea she can’t do something then they’ll very soon learn that she absolutely can. No isn’t a word she likes to hear.
Much to her parents chagrin Elea has always found it near impossible to keep her mouth shut when she’s around other people. She’s extremely talkative and will just take silence as an opportunity to monologue. Gregarious, she likes to be around others and as much as her parents wished she would’ve had a little more decorum about it she’s been a natural flirt since her teenaged years. Male or female, single or not, it doesn’t matter, it just comes naturally to Elea and she doesn’t mean anything by it. At least, not unless she actually gets a bite back from someone available. No matter how forward Elea is she still not cheat and will not wreck relationships.
As well as being curious Elea is more intellectual than she’s given credit for. She loves to ask questions. Despite the demands of her parents that she remain on the road with them, travelling from far flung country to far flung country, Elea settled down to a life of academia and enjoyed it as long as it lasted. Thousands of books line her apartment, probably a good thing given the current troubles in Lethford and the possible need of barricades if the world really does explode. All of that has come in handy since she started looking for her birth parents in Lethford, the truth won’t come and bite her on her fine ass after all, she’s gotta go out there looking for it.
[attr="class","TITLE"]BIOGRAPHY
[attr="class","CONTENT"] Eleanor Rae Frost was supposedly born in a field hospital in Liberia. From what she was told over the years, her mother, a journalist reporting on the first civil war there while her husband Lucien worked as a surgeon for Doctors Without Borders, had apparently intended to return to her family’s home in South Carolina to give birth but typically Elea decided to make her appearance a month early. In their usual manner her parents decided that there was no point in taking time out to take their daughter back to the US, instead they spent the first five years of Elea’s life constantly moving from one troubled nation to another. By her fifth birthday Elea had more stamps on her passport than candles on her birthday cake – Iran, Iraq, Bosnia, Rwanda, Zaire and Tanzania. Every time her father was sent to a new mission hospital Vivienne came along with Elea. Elea got to see much of the world but totally missed out on any formal education, instead she leaned from her parents and the other medical staff who came through the camps.
As Elea got older her parents made occasional trips back to South Carolina but still most of her time was spent in exotic locations. Noticing their daughter’s aptitude for learning Lucien and Vivienne were forced to find other techniques to keep her busy, left to her own devices she typically ended up neck deep in some sort of trouble. When they were on the road Elea was enrolled in local schools, learning alongside the refugee children, or when it wasn’t possible, using satellite uplinks to connect her with a school in Raleigh for long distance learning. Physical possessions were rare on the road, especially when it all had to be packed up into a single bag for travelling but Elea was always keen to learn, to carry knowledge with her in her head. Perhaps her parents would’ve been happier if she’d developed an aptitude for math or geography or even politics but more often than not they’d find her in the middle of the hospital tent, watching with big blue eyes as bodies were pieced back together or cured of their sickness.
For the most part Elea was a biddable child and complained little about the fact that she rarely got to spend more than a couple of months in any one spot. She climbed aboard the cargo planes and helicopters with little complaint and even attended most of the benefits her parents held in the name of raising money for the sick and displaced children of the world. There were lines she refused to cross though and when her parents tried to redraw them for her Elea would dig her heels in fiercely. No matter what her parents required of her she wouldn’t be dissuaded from her own plans without a fight of epic proportions. While she had paid others back for slights or downright dirty behaviour in the past, she never took retribution against her mother or her father no matter how hard they tried to change their minds. Family was family no matter how many times they crammed her into a dress and put her on display like a walking, talking Barbie doll.
An unlucky event on the eve of Elea’s seventeenth birthday would prove life changing for her. Despite Doctors Without Borders being a neutral party an attack occurred one night on a small field hospital in North Sudan. A few minutes before midnight the shooting started, rebels entering the camp in search of the vital food and medicines that had been flown in earlier that day. Bullets ripped through the flimsy cover of the tents, stores torn apart, people cut down where they stood. Elea stumbled from her own tent on her hands and knees to find her father kneeling in front of one of the rebels, his arms spread, trying to protect a boy behind him. The gun barked, bullets sending her father flying backwards before the rebels fled with what they were able to gather. Pale, a scream trapped in her throat Elea scrambled forward and tried to stop the blood until the surgeons arrived to take over to try and save their own. Three doctors were killed by rebel soldiers that night but her father would survive thanks to the quick treatment.
Forced out of the field while he recuperated from his extensive injuries and the ground breaking operations it would take for him to get full function back in his right arm, Lucien took his wife and daughter to London, England. The surgeons at King’s College would piece him back together again like Humpty Dumpty while he learned what he could from them, peppering the surgeons with questions not unlike his daughter. Suddenly Elea found herself in a whole new world. For hours every day her and her mother were turfed out of her father’s room, for tests, for procedures, for bodily care when he was too groggy or unstable to get out of bed to handle it himself. At those times Elea would shun the museums and galleries her mom retreated to and would generally make a pest of herself in the Accident and Emergency department. Numerous calls were made back upstairs to fetch her to start with but eventually the staff let her stay, calling it a little work experience. Elea called it a revelation. Her dad had always wanted her to follow in his footsteps and become a world class surgeon with enough heart to shun the big bucks and head into the impoverished parts of the world with him. Maybe he’d eventually get part of what he wanted. She started studying for a biological sciences degree long distance with King’s College at least. Her little gateway into the wonders of modern medicine.
By twenty-one Elea had a BSc in Biological Sciences under her belt and against her parents’ wishes, struck out on her own to start pre-med at Chicago’s Northwestern hospital. She was studying what her dad had always wanted her to but something about her choice was a vast disappointment to her mother, in a way that Elea could not understand. On at least a dozen occasions her mother tried to push her into another college, somewhere in England perhaps, but Elea refused, getting into Northwestern was a big freaking deal. Vivienne’s final attempt to sway her daughter erupted into an argument that practically shook the walls of the tent they were occupying. Confused and certain that her mother was disappointed in her Elea pushed until the truth was torn free. She had been lied to for two decades, Lucien Givens wasn’t her biological father and Vivienne wasn’t her mother, in fact they had just been the generous people who had adopted her. Elea had instantly suspected that her parents were just other travellers like her parents, journalists or field medics who hadn’t been able to take care of their child but the truth was unbelievably far from that scenario.
When she had been just a few months old her parents had adopted her from some acquaintances. Her birth parents had been a happy little family, her real mum a surgeon, her father a politician who’d spent much of his career rabble-rousing for health reform in Chicago. They had other children, or at least had once had other children. It had been the loss of that incredible husband and their other daughters that had influenced her choice to put their youngest child up for adoption. On one of the Givens’ trips back to the States Lucien had ended up treating the couple’s eldest daughter, a daughter who ultimately couldn’t be saved from the injuries she’d sustained in the accident by the man who would become her dad. The Givens’ had sworn it was just to be temporary at first, that they’d care for Elea until she was back on her feet but after that her mother would cut off all contact. The Givens’ hadn’t yet given thought to starting their own family, not with the way they were constantly on the move but something in the mother’s plight touched something inside of them and as that contact would lost they decided to keep her. Adoption forms sent in the post had come back signed at the very least. Elea was theirs, emotionally and legally. It would take them nearly two decades to explain that to her though.
Shocked, intrigued and more than mightily pissed over the lies that had been told to her, Elea took off for Chicago. Ultimately spending four years in one city was difficult for a girl used to travelling through three continents in a year but the pull of becoming a surgeon like Lucien, like her real mother and the opportunity to seek out the mother who given birth to her there staved off any desperation to head back out on the road. With matters rocky to say the least with her parents Elea decided to steer clear of them for a while and instead look into the circumstances of her birth, the loss of her family before she’d been old enough to know. Her love of research helped of course and it didn’t take much searching to find out the most general details about just who she was. Obituaries, the newspaper stories about her birth father’s accomplishments before his death even the high school year book of her eldest sister. There was just no trace of her mother, not in Chicago.
She was in the middle of a surgical rotation at Northwestern when she finally managed to dig something up. A patient rolling in through the doors as she was called down with a senior resident for a consult, as biddable as a puppy she’d trailed down, looking over his shoulder and had been met with confusion. A murmur of ‘Hetty?’ The ER around her seemed to go quiet. It wasn’t until the woman they tried to treat died in the OR and she trailed out, pale, just as confused, exhausted enough to want to just sink through the floor that things began to fall into place. The man waiting for news of his wife had once worked at the hospital too, just a porter, but after thirty years he’d known the place and its staff inside and out. Including her mother. She’d once been a maverick at the hospital, a trauma surgeon like Lucien. Like the surgeon she wanted to become and she looked just like her. He seemed confused at the idea that nobody at the hospital had mentioned it before. There were still plenty of people here from her mother’s time. As Elea walked through the hospital on shaky legs she felt eyes on her, hushed whispers following her. They’d all known and they hadn’t said a word. Some probably knew where she was but when she returned the next day, just as pale and just as shocky she was meant with a wall of silence.
Elea walked out without a word. She spent the day at the local library with her phone blowing up beside her, vibrating loud enough that she tore the battery out in the end. There was still no trace of Hetty Connelly in the end but there was a thin breadcrumb trail to a Henrietta James at a hospital in a city called Lethford. Maybe she could’ve followed it, transferred to the hospital there to try and track down the mother who seemed to have made it clear she didn’t want her but Elea couldn’t stomach a return to the hospital. She tried, twice, then received a letter from the hospital. She was being let go from the med school program. For a month Elea didn’t leave her apartment. Her mother hadn’t just given her up, she’d helped to tank her career too. It was like a dam torn open inside of her, one that took a solid three months to shore up. As soon as she was steady enough Elea headed for Lethford. She got there a week after her 27th birthday and applied for the paramedic training program immediately. If she wasn’t going to get back into a med school program in Lethford then she’d do the next best thing. Transferring from station to station once she was qualified didn’t exactly go down well but it put her all over the city and that was where she needed to be, even if nothing came of it.
By 30 the trail was cold, her mother probably gone if she ever had been in the city but she’d found a home, a station she’d stuck at for over a year. Elea held on there, chin held up, mouth running, pride fully in place like a shield. Her parents were worried about her, had been ever since her career had imploded overnight, but she spoke to them on Skype diligently, at least until the world tanked itself a couple of years later. A virus suddenly erupting and the world itself felt like it was imploding. If her mother had somehow stuck around the city then maybe now was the time to find her, while quarantine had the entire place locked down and chaos was throwing all sorts of people together. Every hospital run Elea’s been on the look out for her, for a pair of blue eyes matching her own. Fail, fail, fail, but she won’t stop trying now.